Strip......

So last nite me and the girls went out for what was sure to be interesting times. We make our way to a friends b-day party, which was good. It was at his house and not too many people. Saw some familiar faces and got to reconnect with some others. After one b-day celebration we moved on to another. Only this one was not to be held in a house, but instead at a Strip Club of sorts. Now, I'm not one to venture into places of this kind often, but I have been known to get my groove on at "Hot Chocolate" once or twice, but nothing more then that. I just have never been in love with the thought of naked boys and or girls dancing around. It's just weird to see flopping penis' and or tit's shake to the beat of Janet's latest hits. On top of that the club's here in DC are a little interesting......the things that one can see in places of this nature are not things that I can type about without blushing....
All in all I say if the only way you can get right is to take off all your clothes and dance around naked like there is no tomorrow, then go for. Just not in my face or in my drink...

Things that PoP

I have decided that I am in love with Pop culture......I can't get enough of it. VH1, love it.....Mtv, can't get enough.....Bravo, I live for it.

For instance, there is a show on Bravo called "Show Dogs, Mom's and Dad's". If you have not seen it I suggest you settle yourself in on a Wed. nite and enjoy the show. It's so good. These people are all showing their dogs at the Philadelphia dog show, but the show focus' on what it takes to get to that point. It's like an amazing ride through crazy town. I love it. There is this really funny "gay" couple on the show that I just watch with awe every episode. To tell the truth the show reminds me of a movie called "Best in Show"....which if you haven't see you need to stop with the craziness. It is so funny...

Another show that I can't live without is ANTM (and if you don't know what that means, I feel for you). It is probably one of my favorite shows on T.V right now. It reminds me a lot of my lost love for Mtv's darling gone dry "Real World"..use to love that show, not so much anymore. Back to ANTM....the show tries to find what else, but America's Next Top Model. I love the show, because unlike Survivor or Big Brother or even The Amazing Race(which I love too) these girls are being put through semi-realistic test that a lot of beginning models go through. But, besides that aspect, the drama is amazing.

My other love, which I don't know how long it will last, American Idol. I have to say that I'm one of the many that text their vote every Tues nite....sometimes multiple times. But in recent days I have started to wonder about the show and the outcome. In the beginning the show really was about talent, who could sing the best while having stage presence. Kelly, I love you and your cd's. But recently, the show has moved from looking for talent to being this popularity contest. For instance (I know that some will be upset with this) Constantine. Now, for those of you who don't know, this young man was in the touring production of "Rent", which I hope means that he is very good at what he does. But his performance on Idol was nothing short of a Drama Queen gone wrong. He always seemed to be putting on a Vegas stage act, instead of just singing and wowing the crowd that way. So he lasted for a while on the show thanks to his groupie following of young girls and I'm sure from the way he walked, even young boys. I fear that Idol has gone from this great PoP show to just Popping......

When's the last time you jumped......

When I was young I loved jumping off of our stairs that led to the basement. I would always start with one step...then two...then five....then I would finally sum up the courage and jump from the top stair. Closing my eyes, holding my breath, and hoping to god that I would land on my feet at the bottom instead of on top of another step or even worse falling competely on my face. There would always be those times that I didn't make it to the bottom of the staiirs....but somehow I would go at it again and start all over...........

So this whole new chapter thing is finding me in a really new place. For the first time in my life I have done what I want...in so many words. A lot of people told me not to quite my job without having one lined up.....but I knew that if I stayed at my past job that I would keep hating myself. You see I have always thought that lfe is way too short to do things that make you unhappy, because when it's all over do you really want to say "Well I only had so many happy times in life that I can really remember." No of course not. I'm not saying that every moment in life needs to be happy, but why waste time in doing things that make us unhappy. I'm over it......
So with that thought I left a job that i had been at for a year that made me unhappy almost everyday that I was there. But the thing was that I wasn't ready to make that full leap, so again I took a job that made me unhappy. And then one day, after working at this new unhappy job for three weeks I called in and quite. I finally closed my eyes and held my breath........and jumped.
From that point on, my life has been in a place that I am unfamiliar with which is probably the best jump that I've made in years.

A New Chapter

So I've always viewed my life as a kind of book that just won't end until I'm dead or no longer able to talk.....neither has happened yet. So a new chapter has started in my life and I have to say that it is the first chapter that I'm truly proud of....well there was the gay chapter, but that doesn't count b/c OBVI that chapter was bound to happen. The newest chapter I'm working on is that of doing what I have a passion for.....meaning work. I recently quite my J.O.B, all b/c I wasn't happy anymore with what I was doing. Problem....a small one considering that I'm a broke bitch and I have no job waiting in the background. But I have to say that I'm glad I took this one moment in life to close my eyes and just jump rather then waiting for something to happen. I have to say that I'm a bit scared by the current unknowns, but I look forward to accepting every new challenge that comes my way.

TAXES

I am done with this whole tax thing....isn't it enough that I pay taxes on all the latest designs from name brand designers...but to make me do them on my own is a bit much.  I mean all the rules, guidelines, deadlines, I'm over it

Believe it or Not.....This is My First Time

How do I start this.....I have to say that I decided that I should start a blog, because all I do is talk to myself all day long, so why not put those thoughts out to pasture and let the world know how crazy I am. Like today I was driving to work in the VA and talked to myself the whole way to work. And of course I talked about nothing, cops, the blue sky, gas prices and that type. Then I realized that I should just call someone and talk to them. So after a good convo with a good friend about my job situation I hung up the phone and started all over again, except this time the conversation with myself consisted of why people in Va can't drive and how I really didn't want to get out of bed. Oh well......

So I guess my mission with this blog will be to let the world know what this crazy bitch is thinking every now and then. Feel free to share your thoughts and or comments. But trust if you comment you will be sucked into my world and as most can tell you, once you are in you can't get out.

Peace, Love, and Hair Grease to all the fans